Many of you know, I was diagnosed with PTSD back in 1989, after being taken hostage as a prison guard in the Camp Hill Prison riots. For a long long time, every single day I had flashbacks, and every single night was pure hell.
Post Traumatic Stress Disorder…
…is a condition that many people say is incurable. Some people say it can only be treated with medicine. I’m here to say, you can take your life back. Psych doctors tell me today that I don’t have ANY indicators of having PTSD, and some assert that I must have been misdiagnosed and never had it.
That’s their way of saying, “miracles – don’t happen”.
Today, we just want to share with you a very special letter we received this morning, Christmas eve here in Australia. And let me tell you, I couldn’t have asked for a nicer gift.
Because since getting over PTSD personally, I’ve rebuilt my life, moved around the world, and live with inner peace. That’s why we do – what we do.
Dennis, big love to you mate. Thank you for sharing.
Let’s dive in.
“The key is this: While in a state you no longer desire to express, you must move inwardly by claiming: ‘I remember when I was in a state I did not like.” If you can remember it you are no longer in it. Instead you are becoming aware of your new state as a present objective fact.”
“And if you will remain faithful to your new awareness, it will crystallize. You will find yourself moving across a series of events which will lead you to the fulfillment of your desired state. How it will come about I do not know. I only know it will unfold.” – Neville Goddard
Here’s a quick history on me, I know you’ll relate to this better than anyone else.
I live in Washington State, I’m retired army (medically retired in 2007) and I’ve had a few combat deployments. For me, PTSD began in 1991 and went undiagnosed and untreated until 2009 when my mind finally had enough.
I never did anything illegal or physically hurt anyone, for me it was all internalized where I just lived with the guilt and stress of it. Anxiety attacks and nightmares was my daily life. My mind was very toxic. The VA has been treating me ever since then.
I was on max doses of a few meds, I did in-patient treatment and continual out-patient treatment that I’m still doing. I found Neville around 2012 and then you shortly after that. You were someone I could relate to because of your experiences. I remember watching the camp hill riots on CNN when I was stationed in Germany.
While I was reading the Neville Goddard lectures every night, as I hardly ever slept, it was hard to believe that I could ever be able to do this but I kept reading anyway and following your articles.
About 2 years ago…
…I finally began to believe enough in myself to change my own life, but I couldn’t really concentrate or feel because of the medications and I knew I had to get off of them in order to be able to do it.
Thats when I began having severe reactions to all the meds. My doctor had no choice but to slowly take me off them. That took over a year to do. Coming off meds like those was not a pleasant experience.
During that time I was…
…mostly listening to any neville lecture I could find and I read your articles as I could, reading with any comprehension was difficult and sometimes impossible. I figured just having it playing in my head was better than nothing, even if I really wasnt listening to it.
I’ve been off the meds now…
…for about 8 months, it took another month or so after that before brain rewired itself enough that I could see and think clearly again. I’ve been taking this serious since then though it has been a growth process.
I was able to manifest small things prior to this, enough to convince myself that its real and I can do it. Obviously I had to use the teachings to be able to live happily without the effects of meds and PTSD.
Today, I live without nightmares, I sleep, my family likes me again as I’m happier alot of the time now, I can interact with the public and people a lot more than I ever did, though there are still things I’ve not been able to do, so I still have work to do.
I still have times of anxiety and stress…
…I still have guilt issues some of which I’ve discovered were buried, but not to the levels that I did or even near the frequency. Looking back, I know I’ve accomplished alot in using my imagination, I’m just wanting to further improve my life now.
The last month or so I’ve really been concentrating on learning as much as I can from you and Neville. I’ve bought quite a few of your ebooks that Im now studying, I do need to get into some of your programs as well and Im working on being able to do that.
I found you and Neville because I had hit the bottom and needed answers and a way out. Sharing this wasnt easy but now maybe you have a better idea of where my questions are coming from. I am alot better, just not where I want to be yet. Thank you guys so much for being accessible and answering questions, almost no one else does this!
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