We highlighted a few of our favorite bits from Brittany’s letter to us, we’d love to know your too if you want to leave a comment. Her lovely share, is full of PURE GOLD.
ENJOY AND BE BLESSED!
“You must feel your desires are already realized, that they are already true, for the truth of any concept is known by the feeling of certainty that the thought is true. You will know that you are really ‘it’ by the feeling it inspires in you, for if you feel certain, you will act upon it.”
“If you don’t act you are not convinced, for God in you is your own wonderful human imagination and God is always acting! You may be physically incapacitated, but you are forever acting in your imagination, who is God, the Father of your life.” – Neville Goddard
Hi TT and V,
Continuing to notice more shifts!
“NO MORE STRESS!”
The things that would stress me out before now mean very little to me in the big picture.
I had a class last week, which was a very important one that I shouldn’t miss and I was running late because of heavy traffic. My mother, who was driving, was panicking and getting frustrated, but I remained calm. Like the worst that could happen was that I was late. I can’t stop that. I can get notes from a classmate or something.
“And it turned out, I made it right as the lesson was starting and I hadn’t missed a thing.”
(NOW – MY LOVE LIFE!)
Plus, I normally would be worrying about my love life, wondering what the other person is doing or thinking or why aren’t they doing anything or say anything…
And listening to the lessons…
…I realized that the state of being a good loving girlfriend was more important than the person. And thinking about it, I found it doesn’t matter to me who I attract, how it goes, and so on.
Like it’s amazing to observe this …
…and remember all the times I have been hung up on outcomes instead of the state, which makes all the difference. Now, I understand why certain relationships I’ve had have been more effortless than others!
“I’m having FUN!”
But yeah, because of that I’ve been chilling out, putting that crap aside and learning to focus on making myself, the best version of me possible and just having fun! I continue to meet more people and even made a friend! I signed up for the gym…
I am certain I will make more friends there too! In fact, I notice that the people I am around on a daily basis now (even new friends online too) radiate warmth, friendliness, a good sense of humor, and positivity.
The type of people I want to meet!
It makes me feel even better for leaving my bland, negative, do nothing old friends behind. As soon as I did, it was as though a new door opened.
I keep finding things, I’ve been struggling to find lately.
I love Asian music and fashion and often times it is very hard to find in the States. They used to have one of my favorite Japanese albums for sale on iTunes, but they took it away. Other songs from the same artist was only found on YouTube.
And I hate continuously streaming things I listen to every day. Not sure why, but I felt compelled to look for it on another site I use and boom! I found the album and remastered versions of very old songs! I was so psyched!
Same with clothes!
I had pictures of outfits I had drawn, that I had to wish to wear found in Korea or Japan…never found anything, until I my coworker recommended this online site she loves to shop on. I sign up and found FOUR outfits I had drawn years ago there! And even better is how things on there range from free to no more than 30 dollars!
I think I lost weight too!
I had been worried about getting back in shape for a while, but my clothes fit way more looser and comfortably. I generally feel lighter. I’m so grateful because for some time I had the belief that to be healthy I had to give up all of the foods I really enjoyed, the ones people just deem as really bad for you. And while I do like “healthy” foods, it just felt so bland to do that all the time and not enjoy the fun stuff.
“I am loving it!”
I never wanted to be an unhappy calorie counting person, like so many people I know. I think my body compromised by making me now eat smaller meals throughout the day as opposed to big ones. So I just give my body whatever it feels like. Some days I want a banana, other days I want a cookie…and I’m loving it. Don’t have to swing too far in any direction and I’m so relieved !
I thought I had done terribly…
…on my teaching lesson, in which we’re graded by our trainers, but my trainer was far more kind than I had anticipated. Luckily, I don’t have to repeat my lesson like I had feared.
And generally, being in this program has woken me up! I never realized that I would enjoy teaching, but when I do it, I feel so excited and happy. I have so much fun doing it !
I had been struggling with the idea of having to do a boring practical job dictated to me by some annoying boss… but I see that with teaching, there’s so much freedom, creativity, interaction, and challenges every day!
I know this is one of the things I want to do with my life NOW!
Plus with the degree I get upon finishing the program, it will be easier to find jobs across seas. So when I travel it will be easier to find work!
“Additionally, I noticed that one of my biggest fears I’ve had since I was a teenager has just vanished.”
Completely. I don’t react to the triggers anymore!
My mind just goes, naw that’s a stupid idea that isn’t going to happen and I just move on! Before, I’d mope about for months on end when it came up! Worrying that my life was over and ruined…and it’s gone. Not a trace.
Most importantly, I realized how I’ve been growing. Earlier this year I was reasonably confident, though pretty shaky at times…but now when I feel so empowered and generally confident in myself even when I’m doing new things.
My peers have been remarking…
…that I seem very self assured, and they don’t even notice when I am actually a bit unsure in my mind lol. They are always surprised when I say, yeah, I was actually somewhat nervous.
It’s a far cry from earlier this year when I floundered helplessly in a classroom as I tried to figure out how to survive, without having a mental breakdown.
It’s honestly now a matter of how modest I should be in situations… because deep down I know I can do anything I put my mind to.
I’m so stoked for what the next days will bring!
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Brittany – Week 5 – Manifesting Mastery